There are times when I wish I could get a new computer, but I worry what I’d do with all that lost time. Now, I sit and I wait. I tap at my phone, which sometimes feels just as slow. There is a whine and and grind, and a flicker inside behind all the plastic tells me that something is eventually going to happen.

This is the moment, or series of moments, full of anticipation and disappointment for me. To you it may be unrecognisable, but too me it’s  the part of my day which belittles all my finest efforts to become a better and more productive individual. It is when my computer starts up.

To counter these intense frustration I took to tappitying on my phone, but that in its own right brings a similar level of frustration. Of late I’ve found a way to make the time pass more enjoyably, to the point that I don’t even notice when my computer has finished booting.


When we were in primary school the odd time we’d get a teacher in the to keep and eye on us for half an hour or an hour so that we wouldn’t run riot and defile the entire classroom, as experience had taught our teachers wisely. Once in a while a teacher, clearly stumped with how to entertain a completely different group of scoundrels not of her own understanding, would distribute blank sheets of paper, pencils, and crayons with the instruction that we should ‘take the pencil for a walk’ then colour in the spaces. If there’s one thing I love to mess around with it’s colour, and when I was younger this was no different.


Anyway, now I’m older messing around with colour is a less than frequent activity, but thanks to my dingy computer my line walk taking has experienced a rebirth. Unfortunately I’ve only got five colours, not including the usual black and red pens which are adept at getting lost under all the other crap on my desk.

Regardless. Behold. My new boot time pastime is becoming me.


What do you do during down time?


Productivity -v- Creativity

I was reading another blog last night and the writer’s comments have stuck in my head since. In it she ponders whether or not it is possible to be both productive and creative at the same time, and that it is essential to all of us to shut down the production line and to be creative. What I want to find out here is can you actually be creative without being productive?

Creativity is essential in everything I do. I don’t think I could live as happily as I do without being creative. That being said creativity doesn’t eschew itself from me as visibly as it may from others. But still, I live to be creative. Enough of my self congratulation. What has all this to do with anything? Well, it is to give you an idea of my take on this subject. I’m creative enough to have my own opinion about what creativity is.

Before I go off any further, let me establish the perspective I’m approaching this subject from in case any lines are crossed. For me productivity, or being productive means producing or making (not creating) something. It’s a very business minded word in fact. When I googled it I came up with all sorts of help sites offering tips on how to increase an employees ability to do as much work as possible – productivity in this sense is closely linked to the production line and the efficiency of it.

Creativity or being creative, on the other hand, means both having the ingenuity and imagination to manufacture something original, but it is also a quality. It is the quality of being creative, depending on the level of creativity, which means to be able to create over and over again. Perhaps you can already see where I am coming from?

While thinking creatively is essential, it’s equally important to function and produce creative pieces. There’s not much point in allowing all these wonderful creative ideas build up – they have to be created.

Yes, there is a difference to being productive and creative, but what is important for anyone who is creative is to be productive in their creativity. There are plenty of ways to enhance the breath of creativity – long walks in the mountains, meditation, arguments, long hours of unrestrained drinking, and of course just creating more. But you have to produce something. In many cases it would have to function almost like a production line – especially if you are creative for a living.

Here is one of the true joys of being creative; being able to create over and over again like a production line is the most addictive part of creativity. Seeing your ideas form in front of you as something physical, rather than just an idea in your head or jotted down on a piece of paper. For me the greatest frustration of being creative is having idea after idea but not having the time or resources to see ideas beyond the blueprint scribbled on a small piece of paper.

Without productivity I can’t see creativity having the same allure. It is completely alien to the creativity I associate with, and that is of course productive creativity. For me creation needs to be practised to prosper, otherwise it’s just musing, which doesn’t get you anywhere on a best-sellers list.